I am afraid

I am afraid to speak

Lest I say something wrong.

I am afraid to smile

Lest I break the spell

So

I am going to stand here

And watch you.

I will watch you smile

And memorise the way that you look.

I will listen to your laughter

And record its sound.

I will watch you when you are happy

And my heart will fill with joy,

It will burst.

I will watch you when you are sad

And my eyes will fill with tears.

I will watch you 

When you are angry

And even then I will not move.

I want to know you

I want to see all your moods.

I want to feel your every emotion 

There is not a single thing

I want to miss about you.

I want to hear your heart beat

Feel the blood racing through your veins.

I want to be inside you

Know you there as well as out

I want to know 

Everything about you.